Friend ....

You seemed to be my friend.
You seemed to be the only one who could give me a helping hand.
I came to you to numb my pain.
And you threw me back even more shame.

I'm cold, and tired because of you,
now I can get sick and catch the flu.
You caused everyone so much pain.
I lost all hope, and wanted to die,
but what kept me alive was that I can try and no one will give up on me until I die.

I thought you were my friend ...
I thought you could lend me a hand ...
but instead you made me cry every night,
and just wish I had a true friend...
Because of you I am afraid that if I make a friend ... 
What will they do in the end??

2/10/00 (about the ED)

Anonymous

 

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