My old me

When you look at me through your eyes, you do not see much there.

I am really a quite nice person, but you don't really care.

I never know what to say, I'm trapped inside my thoughts.

I say little, you're offended, my fills with remorse.

If I could be a chatterbox, I would be one everyday.

I'm scared of being rejected, will you be offended by what I say?

I usually am a loner: it's hard to talk to you.

I look forward to the day when the old me will shine through.

The old me was loud and vibrant: she really wouldn't shut up.

But I guess she disappeared when times got really tough.

My personality drained from my body when I got sick and things were bad.

I withdrew inside myself and felt really sad.

I hope she comes back soon, my old personality.

Meanwhile please understand, I'm trapped inside of me.

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