Voices

She's a mystery inside what I used to call myself
A home outside of me
controlling enough I can't say what I want.

I need to make her presence clear
scared that she'll hurt me
I can't cry out loud.

As weak as I am
I try so hard 
to have her listen to me.

Can't do what I want without her telling me "NO"
I try to block out her thoughts
hiding her inside my soul.

She abuses my mind and takes what I need
kind of like the devil,
slowly she's killing me.

Jen

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