Growing
The thought becomes an urge
The urge
becomes a desire
The desire becomes a NEED
Your
stomach aches and
churns
Your obvious bloat a true sign you indulged beyond the limit
Your
head spins "What to do?"
The secretive plans begin
What do I say,
Where do I go
"I'm going for a walk"
"I have an errand to
run"
Or better yet you are alone
You run to your place of comfort
and release the pain of an hour, a day, a
week
When its gone you feel that
dizzy high
Ahhhh yes COMFORT
As time passes so do your feelings of
comfort
You begin to feel ashamed, dirty, weak
The guilt quickly takes
that comfort and leaves you right back where
you
started
Kim
Copyright 1999 by Kim Martel
