What do I feel?

I DON'T KNOW
Maybe I don't
I feel everything all at once and I feel nothing at all
I want to jump up and down and scream and shout and I want to disappear
I want to be strong and independent and I want to be taken care of
I want to surround myself with caring people and I want to be alone
I want to be held and I want to never be touched again
How can I describe to you how I'm feeling when I don't understand it myself,
because
Sometimes I want it all and sometimes I want it all to end

Kim

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