The idea

It all started with one idea in my head,
If I don't stop now I'll soon be dead.
I want to be thin,
But I don't think I'll ever win.
I must fight,
With all my might.

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Hopes and Dreams

I want so badly to feel free,
Beauty in my self I want to see.
I really don't want to care,
If I am fat or have straight hair.
Well I guess life is not fair.
I don't want to think about things,
that make me feel down.
I want to be happy and carefree,
And don't want to frown.
I don't want to feel blue,
What can I do to feel happy,
I wish that I had at least a clue.
I am going around in a circle,
With this ED, my life is not fun,
It's only extremely dull.
Guess I am listening to the,
negative stuff this ED says.
I guess it's just one of those days

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Don't feel any sorrow