In order to be healthy
I need to say goodbye
you can only hurt me
So I should leave you standing by
Happiness can only come
When I learn to let you go
But I just cant
seem to do it
Although you hurt me so
I can not close the door
I can not turn away
I still want your
rewards
I still want you to stay
I want to be happy
..but I want to be thin
I want to be healthy
..but I want to fit in
I am so confused
I don’t know what to feel
I need to find the answers
So I can start to heal
I know what I must do
I need to turn away
And I’ll promise I'll try
harder tomorrow
I just couldn’t do it today
