Ad Noctum (Into Darkness)

I cry to God to release me from this pain
I cry to people but it all seems in vain.
From this endless torture I want release
I lack hope and from this monster, I need peace.

To be swallowed up by the shadows is something I fear
I need to be comforted through this night time, but no one is near.
I'm silently screaming, drowning in a sea of deafening quiet
I want to live and to soar on the wind as graceful gazette.

I scream and no one hears, I cry and no one sees
Why can't anyone see how much this disease is hurting me.
This slip, this fall INTO DARKNESS, I cannot escape and it haunts my waking hours
I fear the very illness I cling to, knowing that my life and health it will devour.

Spooky

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